Sadistik – Absolution(With Lyrics)

Sadistik- Absolution
The Balancing Act
Songs:
1. Absolution
2. Ashes To Ashley ( Ft. Mac Lethal )
3. Clockwark Grey Interlude
4. Dawn Of The Dead
5. The Exceptions To Everything
6. Memento Mori
7. Murder Of Crows
8. November
9. Playing God
10. Searching For Some Beautiful
11. Writes Of Passage

Lyrics:
I write in long hand a short-term memory/
Hopeless romantic, coarse word tendencies/
RIght now I don’t want to wake up/
Or try to forget when the storm first entered me/
Lately I’ve felt self destructive/
Self-inflicted, self help the cuts with/
Shellshocked, Hell’s bells and trumpets/
Self-taught to tell tales in public/
Of this life, same but different day/
I write it down, same in different ways/
Fight it now, break fists against the cage/
Until I climb on that slave ship and drift away/
My blood boils (in cups) the sun spoils (abrupt)/
And unloyal (with love) so come toil (with us)/
The sun freezes (and cuts) in some seasons (and plus)/
Its untreated (so trust) I’m done bleeding/
In a place where I can be and touch all of the things I see/
To find my peace and I can breathe with nobody looking back at me/
I’ll just take a breath and place my bets but never deal/
‘Til I face my death with a game of chess like Seventh Seal/
I’ll still fight the stepdads and memories/
Scream Zion ’til deaf dance to melodies/
Deadpanned with setbacks and jealousy/
Until hea-ven ex-pands the in me/
Acquired conscious competence of all of my accomplishments/
And conquered constant comments that contradicted my confidence/
Common compliments were called upon to con me in/
Accosted consonant comments that condescended all my common sense/
Where I’m from, no one stays alive/
You just die by the sword, a shogun’s frame of mind/
Walk with the rest like its Dawn of the Dead/
And drink from the blood that the open veins provide/
My raps are like a novel with clever style and prose/
Im Edgar Allan Poe, the Casque of Amontillado/
Enter catacombs ’til clever palindromes/
And letters that I wrote can capture the god Apollo/

Hear the secret stammers time’ll tell/
I rebel, they teach me manners with Bible-belt/
Schtick, psychadellic, dreams of banter/
Scenes of candor I embellish/
Like a zombie that eats through tissue/
Until I find a heart with a beat to spit to/
If its not in the meat I sift through/
I’ll write it acapella on the piece I bit through/
I’m savage, and its near the dead of night/
Wait ’til the sun paints an iridescent sky/
To head the deadened cries/
Of an old boy given no choice but to fear the present time/

Take the reigns, I’m sick and tired of the practice/
of burnin’ bridges, I lit the fire with a matchstick/
Return the image to where I’m at, cuz thinking back/
I’ve been sinking fast, and tripping wires where the sands quick/
Across plains with bloody palms and jaw pains/
Hiding from God’s grace in fright like its Pompeii/
And always, I’ll just stay on the lost road/
While you study crucifixes painted with barcodes/
At first its just a ride to live fast/
Until I felt the bruises inside from whiplash/
A purpose, I’ll try to get that/
Until I fall from grace and I die on impact/
And intact was a single broken locket/
With the ocean on its rustic chain and face that no one wanted/
I’m growing nauseous from a world that never stops/
When my center’s lost hope in the ghost that haunted Pentecost/
I stand in graveyards and dance to take charge/
Of concepts of death that I have to base on/
Even when my bones crack I’ll pace on/
Through the epitaphs that my pasts engraved on/
Laugh and stay strong, embrace the day/
‘Till it fades away with this mask I paint on/

She’s probably just a thats casting all the shadows/
Laughing at my battles and following a trend/
Searching for an angel at the bottom of a fifth/
But my hands stay empty, I swallow it again/
Its the loss of leaves that autumn brings/
That show me these limbs are far from wings/
I’m far from happy, you’re far from peace/
I’ll fall from grace and you’ll fall for me/
And awkwardly I’ll just change the posture/
‘Till the aches and pains rearrange the monsters/

Duration : 0:6:1

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